The combination of being horribly triggered (and subsequently being a fucking knob – I am human and do dumb shit time to time), having my landlord be a towering cock knocker and forcing my hand to move, a brutal exercise I did in Espresso with Dan and trying to keep everyone happy

I cracked

Now before this would involve going on a crazy bender and probably making matters worse

Now, I know better

I lock myself in a hotel room

Phone goes off

Films go on

The world simply disappears until the next day, aka today – where I now have a non-emotionally charged head on me I can deal with everything in a rational way

– make the apologies

– call a letting agency/make travel plans

– serve my paying clients first and ensure I respond to their requests

– begin to recruit someone to handle excess work

– have some time to reflect and do some ‘me stuff’

In telling you, as you climb up the greasy post of success – however high you want to go; you are going to have situations that will push you to breaking point

My suggestion to you

– recognise the warning signs

– have a ‘plan’ of things to do, people to see/call, whatever to help you out of it

– sleep on it: 99% of the times how you react or what you say/do isn’t a good idea when you are under pressure

– be logical: address the problems and fix them one by one DO NOT try and fix them all at one time

I hope you are having a great start to your Friday and end to the week – I’m going to rent a boat and get a massage

Adulting can wait till tomorrow 🙂