I remember reading something in ‘The Superman Syndrome’; ‘the journey to the bottom

gives us the fuel to rocket to the top’

When you are in the suck, you 100% do not think that it will ever end – in fact it’s hard

to see the surface at all

Its these periods of intense pain and hardship and sadness that see who we are

Sink or swim

That ultimately will be down to you

All I know is every time life kicks me? I come back stronger and I am

able to take more and more punishment without it feeling anywhere near as bad

You will truly find who everyone else is, when you hit rock bottom

The end of 2017/start of 2018 I think could possibly of been my lowest point

I try – I really try – do give more than I ever ask

This time though? I was mentally and physically on my knees; and how people were responded was quite telling

Some I thought I could rely on vanished, turned tail, bitched behind my back and

essentially deserted ship

Yet conversely some complete strangers, mere acquaintances and a few folks I didn’t

even KNOW – gave all they could to get me back on my feet

As you grow, you have to understand that people are funny things; they will do what

they feel they need to do that best serves them

Doesn’t make them bad, Just makes them people

Don’t dwell on it, learn from it when it happens (and if it hasn’t already, trust me, it

will….)